Ok, so I lied

I'm sorry people. I lied to you. But worse, I lied to myself. I convinced myself that I had enough free time to actually keep this thing up to date, and no, I can't. So sad, eh?
Anywho, I have come to this realization: I want to be in college. I don't know, but being in college would be so much better. I think I learn better if I'm bombarded with a bunch of stuff for about two hours straight, and then I don't have to see the teachers until next week. I remember doing really well in Chem at DVC over the summer. I mean, I got a B, which is really good, compared to the flat D/F I got in Honors Chem in high school. I don't know, I just get so bored here, and then I don't feel like doing the work, and then I end up failing the classes, and my mom and dad yell at me, which leads to a dip in the ol' self-esteem, and the cycle continues.
Besides, I would get to live in a dorm. I could make friends, and we'd hang out on Friday nights at my dorm with my little TV and my VCR/DVD player and get in popcorn fights and all that other fun stuff.
But I can't. Because I'm apparentally not smart enough to skip senior year. And the bell's going to ring, and I'm going to go to lunch and sit there while everyone else talks about their lives and how exciting/boring they are. And that's my life :-)